no respect!!!!

ah dare to shut at me he last time is a good boy but when he study in secondary school he like change to different person.

must be he learn from his bad classmate i remember he told me his class got one student is damn bad.

he bully him before then i told him just let teacher know you don't beat him up don't follow him then i think he never listen to my words.

he shut at me i not happy then i shut to him back.

we start to fight then we fight from living room to my mother bedroom i tell my mother how he behave just now then my brother anyhow say me he tell my mother that i teach him bad.. haha funny that this teach him bad? what i say is true what! then we shout one and other again and stare at each other.

he was the one who start first still dare to sudden cry in front of my mother when i talking to her.. he cry while talking.

i can't stand him

you know?

he was the one who started it show no respect.

people who see us don't know the story sure thought i am the one who bully him.

i know he younger then me by 6 years my mother and father sure stand on his side la..

he sure win la.. he younger so what? did't mean he can do anything.

i know.

 i own't say i am a 100% good sister.

i last time i beat him up when i feel not happy. when i slowy grow up i realize by myself cause last time i was a kid too, study in primary school that why i mention on here before

i regret what i done i hope my brother will forgive me

i last time did ask him the time i  realize by myself  i'm wrong he say for give me already i know he hate me damn much when he was a kid

i told myself must be good to my brother so i keep brought him toys and games if my mother don't wanna buy for him and helped him on his school work and helped him draw for his art lesson homework i don't wish him fail his art most of the thing i helped him draw i know what i done are bad but cause of my brother i don't care much

all these he forgot la?

then he still bring out the past when i not good to him

he say me you dare to say you is good?

really made me damn sad . i say him untill he can't say me back then he bring out the past...

i know la 

voice louder then me grow taller then me study better then me